Casualty of My Childhood

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Casualty of My Childhood

Cowboy Wisdom/Robert A. Wilson

I now unconditionally concede I was a causality of my childhood a victim of my surroundings manipulated by my mind socially…

Conditioned by the social order taught to fit in by the school system I was stuck in trying to fit in society and controlled by political…

Correctness was my way of life until I awoke my god-forsaken troublemaker to mirror the founding mothers and fathers…

Because I now realize I was taught myself fear and scared of anything and everything outside the fear levels of societal thinking and…

Cemented thinking of my controlling factors of history punctuation and grammar that taught me to be second by writing this you and I…

Instead of me and you as I now encompass the talent to understand my internal leadership to instantly stop thinking through a social…

Fabric of either follow the herd’s turdocracy or hear the ridicule from the in crowd which is societal sabotage keeps me weeping…

In wouldda shouldda coulda pouting in doubt because I worried about what other people were saying about me was my internal…

Sheepleness and to keep people weeping sheeple is the self-righteous rituals of secret societal control that is embedded in all was dissolved…

This instant because I now admit I encompass the guts step out and step up to the rumba of robust riches is to realize internal chutzpah…

Hearing enterprising savvy to unfear all childhood chiding misrepresentations dissolving my being scared of my talents…

Innovative ideas wisdom abilities to expand thru life’s everyday occurrences that seem unsavory on the surface yet in furnace…

Of foresight heat the neat natural enterprising acumen to opens the doors of my dreamers optimistic outlook revving up spectacular…

Safaris to unlock the old with bold I show me so I enclose the sockeroo mojo to execute the experiences of my dreams so brilliantly bright…

Ignites my fires of desires daring me everyday to feel my revolutionary resolve to evolve as I now ruthlessly concede I was a casualty…

Of childhood and surroundings because I ingrained the shame of what I did putting lid on it and sitting on then I went into blame mockery…

Of everything my life blaming my parents for the lack in my life is façade of meaningless mediocrity I embedded because I looked at…

Everything from dialog of my parents and that is all I had to go by so that is what I ingrained so with victim bitterness being sent my way…

Everyday I bought into and in small town the gossip machine was always ramped up talking about everything and everybody was…

The way I grew up now I clean my inner scene shined my soul polished my heart buffed my DNA glossed my cells to propel me…

Internal to be of cleansed candor purified poise to spill all the gunk from childhood on to the world to show the world it is okay…

To experience a childhood of whatever to expand into a mature magnificence to exonerate people of the world from the trying…

To be perfect fit in to society and forgive me forever blaming my parents for anything forgive me for feeling shameful for my parents…

My childhood and my egotistical wants because I now understand the grandeur of my parent after they have both passed and now I admire them for the classy parents they were because they were my parents…

As I now admit jealousy envy anger lack poverty conscious and never good enough because when I was growing up the child I was…

At fault and teachers members of society and grown ups were right that is the way it was as I now admit my childhood matured me only…

I was to hardheaded to see it because I had to know it all and be right yet I now understand growing up with alcohol abuse infuses a…

Insecurity because in a small town that is the gossip of the citizenry and their need talk about something is always in all ways in high…

Gear to smear somebodies name as I open to ran deep in me as I now understand my control freak created a creepy weeping distrust in me…

So I distrust all around me because I was scared to let go and dissolve the distrust   because it will say quit panic stricken Rob what the…

Well is going on now I spout back I fissures my mundane stains unleashing my ultramundane fame to be free of shame and blame…

To feel my blameless shameless guiltless bliss bless me today and everyday in every way as I now sashay of hallowed hegemony…

To teach the world all my hidden haunts in the first person so all people understand to be the trendsetting teacher…

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With Unselfish Love Flowing From My Heart and a Beaming Sassy Smile From My Soul

Robert A. Wilson

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